2/3/10
yap..
First of all.. i am kinda forgetful because i even forget the month of Feb has only 28 days..
i still feel weird why the number of 30 haven reach yet already March arrive..gosh..
ok la..watever about it...
but then..i am very scared when i know the March is already arrived...
this March i am damn damn scared and nervous...
the important of course is my grade 8 piano practical exam..
this is my final stage to complete my piano lesson in my life..i dont think i will go and take Diploma
so i have to pass it....i dun wan to repeat again and to pay the $$ again...
the main reason is this..
other than that. this cause will affect others things..
wat is that? there are a lot of things will be affected by the nervous mood..
i may moody for this month..so if u ask me to go out..i hv the sense of scare to go out...
because i could not achieve the things or done my things well ..but still hv to go out and play
so i may reject many functions..and not be active in any social area..(facebook)
i hv to force and control myself to stop active in facebook..
this is one of the solution to let me hv the sense of safe....
an addition. this month.... jia en has to go abroad... i worry i hv no time to acc her more lor..
hope she will know it..but i will still manage my time wisely.to make it perfect on both side
another is my fren Mean Chong...her birthday on this month....so i think i hv no time to plan any surprise or function for her in this year birthday...i really rush of time..
i cant to balance 3 things...but i promise i will follow if any plan they got...
hope everything i need can be go smoothly
my frens can support me ^^
stress on going.........
